Bought a new anti-dandruff shampoo hahax!
Hope my hair gets better!!!
Smell nice too hahax!
From next week onwards
If i dont recieve any msg from Ching then i wll only need to report for work on sundays only
HAiix! i dont know if its good or not hahax! I scared horx lose touch hahax!!!!
MEANS! i got to start job hunting again...... Now i can't stay @ home for like 1 hour or something
because i will be so damnn bored @ home larrs got to start working and earning MONEY!!!!
Later got to go for the concert...
Let me think... tomorrow got nothing to do sia... maybe i shall go for a jog? Or bring mango walk till timah there hahax!!! Or bring mango go swimming.. hummms hahax!
SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE IT DANDRUFFS AND GET LOST OF MY HEAD!
HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!!!!!!!!!



Like as if i am not irritated enough already
At work, i dont know how explain but i just dont like it there
And the thing that i am most irritated is because of my bloody hair!
At work i am already super hot and sweating like shit
then came the itch-ness of my hair & my hands... I am like busy scratching and scratching
Untill i can feel the painess on my head scrub and my skins are peeling
My hair are falling off too... what the hell...
Really super irritated larrs!!!
So what if dandruff is normal... but i dont want it to be a long-term thing!!!!!
DAMN IT LARRS
SERIOUSLY IF ANYTHING WERE TO JUST PROVOKE ME OR TEST MY PATIENTS
I WILL JUST BLOW UP LARRS!!!!!
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TOMORROW I STILL HAVE WORK!!!!
Ohh.. and my handphone spoil already so dont have to contact me cause
i can't type or press the buttons
Anything call my housephone that if i am @ home larrs hahax ! :D



Wth... i more and more dislike my job already man
hahax! at least i made some new friends :D:D
i also dont know how explain also
haiix money so is hard to earn
and i am ANTI-SOCIAL!



Woottzz!
Just ate finish S-11's Chicken rice its cheap + delicious hahax!!
Before that around 9+ to 10+ walk and ran with MANGO!
Hahax along park connector there.
Now mango's sleeping cause i guess she is super super super tired
hahax! Maybe later in the afternoon bringing her go for another round
along with Shirley and Ari.
I am thinking of bringing mango for a swim but then i dont have the money too...
I think maybe after she finish her vaccination bahhs zai think where to go for a swim hahax
i enjoy life now
With mango & ranny everyday playing with them
bringing mango out for a long walk
playing with ranny and cleaning him up
this type of life is wonderful!
So carefree and happy hahax!
If only the happy days could carry on forever...
Tomorrow i have to work already haiix!
Hope tomorrow nothing goes wrong and i dont want to be paiseh or get into troubles hahax!!!
Just wanna go there do my work and leave peacefully & happily ; D



Woo hoo whole day @ home feels great man!
To think that i dont have to spend a single cent hahax! cool man! :D
Just now went for a walk with mango, later shall go park connector with her again hahax!
When the ground is not sooo hot hahax cause just now she was screaming about the hot grounds
November is ending soon!!!! That means... 1 more month before school starts!
And i haven started on my research for art!!! This is terrible hahax!!!
Shall start asap which is... :D
& today is ....




Hope i made the right choice for working on this friday hahax
hope nothing goes wrong on that day :D
i like got alot of things to handle but i forgot what is it hahax!



hahax okays larrs dont want to act saddistic liaos hahax!
[Edit]
I suddenly remember something
Whenever i am far away from my house
on the way home and i am on the bus alone..
i like to seat near the window side and turn on my mp3 to the loudest
and hear no one else voice or music but except mine
that feeling is so peaceful and shuang hahax!!!
I have ever thought before of just taking a bus to a very far away place & then
take back home and enjoy the whole journey :D hahax!
But recently dont have the time to do that yepx hahax
Biang its still snowing...



So far i have said most of things out already bahhs
yes this prove how much an idoit i am...
I dont know why... but i thought that if i said everything out i will feel better
but now... i dont know why i feel even much more worse... hahax
i feel that everything i said about you guys are actually saying myself larrs...
i really dont know whats the problem with myself sia...
Now that things are solved with you guys i guessed... but the problem with me will never ever be solved... the problem with me is a problem that i will never know how, when, why, what, who ...
thats why i dont know how to solved it hahax but i really hate this feelings...
Feel so fucked up now hahax! i seriously dont know whats wrong lorx..
ming ming is things are already solved but why ....
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from the very start i already felt like quiting hahax!
especially after today hahax!
but can't cause i need to have determination! and whatever...
and because of the $$$$$$ thats why i told myself to bear with it... :D
Hope tomorrow will be fine..
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TAGS replys:
[Tianwei] YO! ^^
[T.Xinyu] YU BING! ;D
[ZOE] Zoe! :D:D
[Yingyi] Thanks :D I want to tag you but you dont have a tagbox hahax!! ^^
[Chuaminen!] Hahax because everything that i said dont makes sense and i dont mean it, everything in my blog are hypocrite de hahax!!! Especially myself :D I dont know what i am talking larrs... :D You all happy can liaos hahax :D



Just came back from regent that shit school
bloody hell i will never ever understand or agree with their idiotic and meaningless rules!
If you said that i was coming back for CCA or Extra lessons and i wore
outside clothes, okays thats my fault.
But for goodness sake larrs, i was going back to buy my BOOKS you bloody fools
Stupid DM for coming up stupid rules..
Stupid security guard showed me the DM gave him the list of rules,
there only wrote if they were coming back for extra lessons or cca right.
Still can tell me, you dont know how to read ah? dont know i call mr gabriel help you larrs
bloody fuck i haven say you say me.
so i shouted back, Then you DONT KNOW HOW TALK TO DONT TALK LARRS bloody hell..
IDOIT SIA! I really really HATE that bloody fucker school to the core sia!
I will and NEVER EVER understand or agree WITH IT MAN!
You want call mr gabriel whoever come larrs!
CALL THAT PRINCIPAL ALSO CAN! WHAT I've got is TIME and A LOAD OF THINGS TO TELL YOU GUYS OFF MAN!
FED UP MAN!
1 or 2 more years to go and by then i shall throw my shoe at your bloody face ah or not is horx take THAT STUPID RULES AND SHOVED IT INTO YOUR SHIT FACE MAN!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!!!



Though i never really liked k-pop
hahax i prefered j-pop
but since when i was little or something
i watched korean dramas also hahax i have since then
liked those korean drama songs
sentimental type hahax not those rock type? hahax!!
though i dont understand larrs but their tone and everything very smoothing
i also looking for japan's drama's songs hahax!!
if anybody know of any
please intro! :D thank you!



Really had enough already..
No longer will care anymore, whats done is already done
Now i only hope that you will forget about me hahax maybe you have already done that
Gosh, i am saying like so... hahax!!
Forget it.. Now i left with 1 more year in regent.
And i guess in 2010 i wont have the time to borther or irritate you guys anymore
So don't worry! You guys most hated person will disappear soon because next year or maybe now, ....
Just wished you guys all the best in everything you guys do!
Don't give up on yourself no matter what happens,
See even with me such an arsehole you guys still can stick through it
SO no matter what stay happy and cheerful always!
And
Happy Advance Birthday to Yang WenLi :D!
May all your wish come through ;))

Thanks for being such a great friend till now ;)
Bye !



5 more days! and i shall decided what to do then
I will keep my big mouth shut.
Cause the news spreads like fire



5.15 am woke up and delayed
5.30 am woke up went to bathe and prepared..
6+ went out of house together with Shirley and headed to grand copt hotel
Super early.. We reached there earlier then the rest
Actually starting dont want work there de lorx.. so damnn irritating
hahax!! but then we can't last min back out so no choice
i had to walk around and passed the flyers and surveys and blah blah blah...
One day job, $5 per hour so not worth it right? But after that we are able to eat
their buffet which i think cost quite alot and we both damnn kiasu ate as much as we can
HAHAHAHHAX!!! you see though one day we got $25 but its inclusive of a 4 or 5 star hotel buffet!
Worth it bahhs hahax!!
BUT! I spend my one day work's salary on mango! Hahax i bought her a new shampoo Oatsmeal de ah? and a conditional. Ordered her tagged too hahax
Shall be waiting for Coffeebean's call!!!

hahax i am laughing really laughing hahax!!!!!
I am happy that you are happy.

so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of groundi gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about other pain infront of me
cause im just tryna be happy, yea
just wanna be happy, yea

dont know what's wrong this few days, but what i know for sure its. I am trying to stay happy.

Because i know its not worth getting angry or whatever..

glad to have know you guys, bye i going to die hahax!!!!

Just joking larrs, if only dying would be so easy thats wonderful then ;D

Now i only have 1 job..
haiix sucks.. so damnn boring..
shall carry on hunting bahhs..
any job intro?







Whatever happens,
I will tell myself that i am always here for myself
Dont give up, rest and move on.
Dont think too much and just go all the way out
Never ever lose your smile ;D
Thats what i always tell myself.
But i guess sometimes its rather difficult to listen to myself when i hate me so much hahax!
Yes, i am a mad person.



In the school's lab now...
Wth, i think i ate something wrong.. stomach pain like hell hahax!
Super boring lorx in school... though today's the last day but still boring
Planning to go home after recess..
E-mailing with xin yu now hahax!!! super lame she beside me nia..
I morning found out something, i felt that he was very brave larrs. He had the courage to
tell the girl he liked that he liked her.. What the hell..
Just now Mr khai called me to the front to chat with me and gave each and everybody a kitkat
and thanking us, he told me that many of the teachers noticed that i am a very good girl HAHAHAX!!! & the only problem with me is that if there is something that ticks me off, i will think before doing or saying things
Yepx that i agree, i know i have some anger issues hahax!! But about the good and nice person
i do not agree because i know i am not hahax!
But anyways, glad that i have known Mr Khai though begining everything was.. rather unpleasant hahax! But still,Mr Khai Thanks!
Okays back to my topic,
Yesterday when i came back from work & dinner, i played com for like 5 min after that
felt super tired then i doze off in my chair..
HAHAX! my Mother told me that when i was sleeping not moving at all, mango came and stared at me, then started licking my legs and hands and face hahax! she said mango thought i was dead
and started whinning HAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!! So cute lorx, but too bad i can't feel that she was licking me as i was too tired to even care about her hahax!
Later after school will be heading to serangoon plaza ah? For an interview with the rest, hope that everyone of us will be hired!!! YES then i got more $$$ le!!!!
And i am still hunting for more JOBS!!! I need more $$$$$$ HAHAX!!!!
Today is the last day of school le, so later when i am back home i will post a super long post about my dearest friends! :D
BYE!! ^^



You know i just found out that, asshole can actually be spelled as arsehole!
Super cool, still learnt alot of other new words and rather difficult english
After watching the wildchild, super nice movie! HAHAX!
Watching a cool and funny and interesting movie can make you feel from
sadness to like normal larrs actually hahax!!
But at least you won't feel so stuck up..
Just realise that my english is really lousy, especially after watching that movie hahax
You know though i always say i dont like mango, but there's one thing i like about her
It is when it comes to night, she can't sleep without me HAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!!
Cause see me liaos then sleepy mahhs stupid mango... hahax!!!
Oh... i want back my music life.. i dont want to behave like a morron anymore
*Deleted* hahax
And yes, i want anti... Anti-JuChan. ;DD
I AM FREAKING BLOWING UP MAN!!
~BLOOFFFF~ HAHAX!
"and something that shouts BOOM! "
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!!!!!!! I will never ever forget that word man HAHAX!
Actually i dont hate mango larrs hahax, she's the only friend i can talk to hahax ! :D



Yesterday was the worst nightmare ever man!
I promised myself that i will never ever ever drink alcohol again!!!
YUCKS!
Damnn it lorx.. Yesterday feeling was super super horrible!
Normally they said after a good rest everything will be like fine and you will forget everything
YEAH like real man.. I still can remember all the horrible feelings lorx!
Sleep also can't cause you will feel like vomiting and the headache kills.
You know i hugged the toilet bowl for like 5 mins?! Just to puked everything out...
Man.. first time i drank until like this man.. I admit my alcohol skills sucks..
So i am never going to drink again!
I actually wanted to hide from my parents that i did not drank.
But i can't cause i needed their help to take away my headaches and vomiting
I am sorry mummy have to trouble you and make you worried.
Damnn useless larrs i ...
But nevermind! I seriously will not drink again man! HAHAX!!
Another reason is i scared i kill my own brain cells, not worth it hahax!!
Later i cannot accomplish my target hahax!!
Lucky when i woke up at 6.15am everything is alright liaos
Thank you god & mummy!! hahax!
Had to wake up for school @ 8 am
Msged some people if they wanted to go for breakfast,
only xin yu replied hahax!
At least she replied hahax!
Alrights thats all i have to blogged about!
Somethings are not meant for me and its better to listen to mummy HAHAX!!! :D



I miss 飞轮海 和 鬼鬼 和 小猪 和 小鬼 and more...
Haiix... I miss watching them on shows and stuff, i miss their laughter hahax!!!
Sounds like a crazy fan.. But i am hahax!
None of them are coming to Singapore haiix..
Regretted that time when Fahrenheit held a concert in Singapore i did not attend haiix!!!
I always miss the chance...
Sometimes i wish i can just dream of them the whole day hahax..
Cause it feels so real when i am in my dream and only in my dream I am able to be with them
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!!
What lame logic...
But now... I only can see them on the internet haiix
If they come to Singapore i confirm will go attend their activity de! No matter what i am doing :D



I dont know whether to have Steamboat, BBQ or Chalet...
Chalet maybe cant cause, mostly are already booked.
Where as for the steamboat and bbq, i am already very tired liaos
hahax dont know whether should organised or not cause i scared later one whole trouble again...
troublesum... never once i organized things will go well...
So i dont want create trouble for myself liaos hahax!!!
Yepx i am selfish...
But maybe i get someone else to organised bahhs, but i dont think i will attend bahhs
Very lazy to go out now hahax!!
I want stay at home and rest, so that when weekends come i have recovered hahax!
I want buy MOMO LOVE CD man!! When out !!! I need to check it out man..
HAHAX!!!
I tell you guys something..
Do you know why Mango likes to eat Mango?
It is because....
SHE IS A MANGO MAHHS!! LAME!!!! HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!!!!!!!!



Hope to see something changing, something new & another level of fun.
Hope somethings will not change too...
Hope everything will be fine, because you never know what may happen next...
*Hope through this holidays, i may meet you :D hahax*