Mango once again,
urine at the wrong place again.
I really don't know how to train or how to be a good owner
I totally sucks at it,
I beat mango untill she's so scared of me
I think she hates me now & won't listen to me anymore
I accidently beat her eyes, now its a swallon
She can hardly open her left eyes.
Sucks,i dont know what to do
I should not have beaten her that hard.
Lost my cool, because ..
Whatever it is i should not have vent my angers on her
haiix
wth.. Even my own dog hates me
No wonder i am such a failure in life.
I guess if my own dog hates me
then that proves what kind of person i am.
Totally shit person.
What's done is already done,
Now i only hoped her eyes would recover soon
& i won't lay a hand on her anymore.
I simply just dont know how to train,
or handle pets.
Should not have brought her back,
Now she's suffering with me.
Maybe.. Maybe i should just give her away.
& should find her a better owner.....