juchan4ever

2010-01-11T21:23:00.002+08:00

Hope everything is not just my imagination..
Hopefully they choose me:D
I really need anger controlment!

2009-12-21T20:37:00.002+08:00

Super tiring day!
But then today was quite special hahax!
Super rush rush rush... Came @ 8 am end @ 5.30 tomorrow 7.30 am to 5.30 pm
Its like going back to school, haahx! But hope tomorrow things dont go wrong like today!
won't be able to celebrate christmas due to work shifts but its alright larrs cause what
i am looking for is $$$$ hahax!!! :D

2009-12-18T00:14:00.002+08:00

2009-12-15T11:22:00.002+08:00

OH! hahax!
Next whole week will be working all day, don't know if its a correct choice hahax!
Scared will be too tired everyday & this time i have to take public transport report for work
It means i have to wake up super early and leave super early too
Hope by then there will be no jams either traffic or human jams hahax!!!
I hope everything goes well during that whole week! Nothing goes wrong!!!
Because all i want is just to do my work and come back in peace HAHAX!!!!! :D
Don't want any fights, injuries or any scolding from anyone man! Hex hex hex!
17 Dec Shirley's Celebration, hope everything goes smoothly too nothing crocks up hahax!
;D

2009-12-14T22:52:00.008+08:00

2009-12-11T20:43:00.002+08:00

Later going to start reading through art paper already
tomorrow shall go out and take photos for my N lvl art next year
though i hate it but still i have to do it...
hope everything goes well tomorrow!!
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Edited:
Curse that women!!!
Why must she fly back? Can't she just stay @ her place?! and stop her bitch-ness?
Once she's back everything is falling apart..
And i dont know who to help or should i? or i should not...
I am caught in the middle.. But what i know for sure is that I HATE YOU!!!!
If you ever let me see your face i confirm will tell you off straight into you BITCH FACE hahax!!!
& its not that i dont want to help. but i dont know how
I help this side, later others say i only doing them trouble...
I can't dont help cause its my friend. What the hell lorx... So what i am the youngest...
I am still caught in the middle... & i really hope that he can wake up right now! Made up his mind! haiix....

2009-12-11T17:14:00.002+08:00

Bye bye Lg kf900 Prada le...
what the hell, thought could get that phone which i have been wanting for so long..
In the end...
Now i dont know what phone will i get..
irritating... anything larrs the best i can get a new mp4 then can le
i dont need a phone hahax!!!!

2009-12-09T23:08:00.002+08:00

Take me for granted

Make me feel used

Leave me in pieces

Misery is company

Cause i know that it's real

I've learned to love the pain

Cause thats the only way i know how to feel..

2009-12-07T08:05:00.002+08:00

Woohoo K9 is getting more and more challenging hahax!
And Shock to say this, i am actually liking K9 already hahax!
Now that i am only working on sundays,
i kinda missed working on saturdays too hahax.
Getting to know K9 people better and better i guess hahax because we got to have team work!
HAHAX! But i still anti-social so abit weird larrs
Oh ya.. Yesterday @ picotin there's a live performance which was beside K9 only
So its like they performing and singing while we work hahax so shoik!
Its gona be JAN soon! Got to start things Asap already
I got alot of things to do but i always delay delay delay hesitate hesitate haiix...
Everything also need $$$, gosh.. If only i could have another job with the same pay
hahax then i am happy le :D
Hahax i remembered three days ago i slipped and fell,
So funny lorx! In the middle on falling down i gave this sound of like woooooo hahax! like as if
i am playing a slide or something hahax!!! Super funny larrs! Then while i was falling down i am
thinking for other things and had my eyes set on somethings hahax! So embrassing but heng not much people there hahax!! WOOOO~~~
ARGHH ART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-04T12:07:00.001+08:00

I seriously LOVE Hannah Montana & Sonny with a chance !!!! YEAH!!!!

2009-11-30T12:03:00.003+08:00

Bought a new anti-dandruff shampoo hahax!
Hope my hair gets better!!!
Smell nice too hahax!
From next week onwards
If i dont recieve any msg from Ching then i wll only need to report for work on sundays only
HAiix! i dont know if its good or not hahax! I scared horx lose touch hahax!!!!
MEANS! i got to start job hunting again...... Now i can't stay @ home for like 1 hour or something
because i will be so damnn bored @ home larrs got to start working and earning MONEY!!!!
Later got to go for the concert...
Let me think... tomorrow got nothing to do sia... maybe i shall go for a jog? Or bring mango walk till timah there hahax!!! Or bring mango go swimming.. hummms hahax!
SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE IT DANDRUFFS AND GET LOST OF MY HEAD!
HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-27T21:58:00.002+08:00

Like as if i am not irritated enough already
At work, i dont know how explain but i just dont like it there
And the thing that i am most irritated is because of my bloody hair!
At work i am already super hot and sweating like shit
then came the itch-ness of my hair & my hands... I am like busy scratching and scratching
Untill i can feel the painess on my head scrub and my skins are peeling
My hair are falling off too... what the hell...
Really super irritated larrs!!!
So what if dandruff is normal... but i dont want it to be a long-term thing!!!!!
DAMN IT LARRS
SERIOUSLY IF ANYTHING WERE TO JUST PROVOKE ME OR TEST MY PATIENTS
I WILL JUST BLOW UP LARRS!!!!!
&&&&&&&
TOMORROW I STILL HAVE WORK!!!!
Ohh.. and my handphone spoil already so dont have to contact me cause
i can't type or press the buttons
Anything call my housephone that if i am @ home larrs hahax ! :D

2009-11-27T19:13:00.001+08:00

Wth... i more and more dislike my job already man
hahax! at least i made some new friends :D:D
i also dont know how explain also
haiix money so is hard to earn
and i am ANTI-SOCIAL!

2009-11-26T11:32:00.002+08:00

Woottzz!
Just ate finish S-11's Chicken rice its cheap + delicious hahax!!
Before that around 9+ to 10+ walk and ran with MANGO!
Hahax along park connector there.
Now mango's sleeping cause i guess she is super super super tired
hahax! Maybe later in the afternoon bringing her go for another round
along with Shirley and Ari.
I am thinking of bringing mango for a swim but then i dont have the money too...
I think maybe after she finish her vaccination bahhs zai think where to go for a swim hahax
i enjoy life now
With mango & ranny everyday playing with them
bringing mango out for a long walk
playing with ranny and cleaning him up
this type of life is wonderful!
So carefree and happy hahax!
If only the happy days could carry on forever...
Tomorrow i have to work already haiix!
Hope tomorrow nothing goes wrong and i dont want to be paiseh or get into troubles hahax!!!
Just wanna go there do my work and leave peacefully & happily ; D

2009-11-25T15:05:00.002+08:00

Woo hoo whole day @ home feels great man!
To think that i dont have to spend a single cent hahax! cool man! :D
Just now went for a walk with mango, later shall go park connector with her again hahax!
When the ground is not sooo hot hahax cause just now she was screaming about the hot grounds
November is ending soon!!!! That means... 1 more month before school starts!
And i haven started on my research for art!!! This is terrible hahax!!!
Shall start asap which is... :D
& today is ....

CHUA MINEN's BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY!!! :D

2009-11-23T22:46:00.002+08:00

Hope i made the right choice for working on this friday hahax
hope nothing goes wrong on that day :D
i like got alot of things to handle but i forgot what is it hahax!

2009-11-23T10:29:00.001+08:00

hahax okays larrs dont want to act saddistic liaos hahax!
[Edit]
I suddenly remember something
Whenever i am far away from my house
on the way home and i am on the bus alone..
i like to seat near the window side and turn on my mp3 to the loudest
and hear no one else voice or music but except mine
that feeling is so peaceful and shuang hahax!!!
I have ever thought before of just taking a bus to a very far away place & then
take back home and enjoy the whole journey :D hahax!
But recently dont have the time to do that yepx hahax
Biang its still snowing...

2009-11-22T00:21:00.002+08:00

So far i have said most of things out already bahhs
yes this prove how much an idoit i am...
I dont know why... but i thought that if i said everything out i will feel better
but now... i dont know why i feel even much more worse... hahax
i feel that everything i said about you guys are actually saying myself larrs...
i really dont know whats the problem with myself sia...
Now that things are solved with you guys i guessed... but the problem with me will never ever be solved... the problem with me is a problem that i will never know how, when, why, what, who ...
thats why i dont know how to solved it hahax but i really hate this feelings...
Feel so fucked up now hahax! i seriously dont know whats wrong lorx..
ming ming is things are already solved but why ....
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from the very start i already felt like quiting hahax!
especially after today hahax!
but can't cause i need to have determination! and whatever...
and because of the $$$$$$ thats why i told myself to bear with it... :D
Hope tomorrow will be fine..
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TAGS replys:
[Tianwei] YO! ^^
[T.Xinyu] YU BING! ;D
[ZOE] Zoe! :D:D
[Yingyi] Thanks :D I want to tag you but you dont have a tagbox hahax!! ^^
[Chuaminen!] Hahax because everything that i said dont makes sense and i dont mean it, everything in my blog are hypocrite de hahax!!! Especially myself :D I dont know what i am talking larrs... :D You all happy can liaos hahax :D

2009-11-19T12:52:00.002+08:00

Just came back from regent that shit school
bloody hell i will never ever understand or agree with their idiotic and meaningless rules!
If you said that i was coming back for CCA or Extra lessons and i wore
outside clothes, okays thats my fault.
But for goodness sake larrs, i was going back to buy my BOOKS you bloody fools
Stupid DM for coming up stupid rules..
Stupid security guard showed me the DM gave him the list of rules,
there only wrote if they were coming back for extra lessons or cca right.
Still can tell me, you dont know how to read ah? dont know i call mr gabriel help you larrs
bloody fuck i haven say you say me.
so i shouted back, Then you DONT KNOW HOW TALK TO DONT TALK LARRS bloody hell..
IDOIT SIA! I really really HATE that bloody fucker school to the core sia!
I will and NEVER EVER understand or agree WITH IT MAN!
You want call mr gabriel whoever come larrs!
CALL THAT PRINCIPAL ALSO CAN! WHAT I've got is TIME and A LOAD OF THINGS TO TELL YOU GUYS OFF MAN!
FED UP MAN!
1 or 2 more years to go and by then i shall throw my shoe at your bloody face ah or not is horx take THAT STUPID RULES AND SHOVED IT INTO YOUR SHIT FACE MAN!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!!!

2009-11-17T23:27:00.002+08:00

Though i never really liked k-pop
hahax i prefered j-pop
but since when i was little or something
i watched korean dramas also hahax i have since then
liked those korean drama songs
sentimental type hahax not those rock type? hahax!!
though i dont understand larrs but their tone and everything very smoothing
i also looking for japan's drama's songs hahax!!
if anybody know of any
please intro! :D thank you!

2009-11-16T09:12:00.002+08:00

Really had enough already..
No longer will care anymore, whats done is already done
Now i only hope that you will forget about me hahax maybe you have already done that
Gosh, i am saying like so... hahax!!
Forget it.. Now i left with 1 more year in regent.
And i guess in 2010 i wont have the time to borther or irritate you guys anymore
So don't worry! You guys most hated person will disappear soon because next year or maybe now, ....
Just wished you guys all the best in everything you guys do!
Don't give up on yourself no matter what happens,
See even with me such an arsehole you guys still can stick through it
SO no matter what stay happy and cheerful always!
And
Happy Advance Birthday to Yang WenLi :D!
May all your wish come through ;))

Thanks for being such a great friend till now ;)
Bye !

2009-11-13T19:39:00.002+08:00

5 more days! and i shall decided what to do then
I will keep my big mouth shut.
Cause the news spreads like fire

2009-11-12T19:36:00.002+08:00

5.15 am woke up and delayed
5.30 am woke up went to bathe and prepared..
6+ went out of house together with Shirley and headed to grand copt hotel
Super early.. We reached there earlier then the rest
Actually starting dont want work there de lorx.. so damnn irritating
hahax!! but then we can't last min back out so no choice
i had to walk around and passed the flyers and surveys and blah blah blah...
One day job, $5 per hour so not worth it right? But after that we are able to eat
their buffet which i think cost quite alot and we both damnn kiasu ate as much as we can
HAHAHAHHAX!!! you see though one day we got $25 but its inclusive of a 4 or 5 star hotel buffet!
Worth it bahhs hahax!!
BUT! I spend my one day work's salary on mango! Hahax i bought her a new shampoo Oatsmeal de ah? and a conditional. Ordered her tagged too hahax
Shall be waiting for Coffeebean's call!!!

hahax i am laughing really laughing hahax!!!!!
I am happy that you are happy.

2009-11-10T19:23:00.002+08:00

so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of groundi gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about other pain infront of me
cause im just tryna be happy, yea
just wanna be happy, yea

dont know what's wrong this few days, but what i know for sure its. I am trying to stay happy.

Because i know its not worth getting angry or whatever..

glad to have know you guys, bye i going to die hahax!!!!

Just joking larrs, if only dying would be so easy thats wonderful then ;D

2009-11-10T12:38:00.002+08:00

Now i only have 1 job..
haiix sucks.. so damnn boring..
shall carry on hunting bahhs..
any job intro?

2009-11-10T11:42:00.000+08:00

Anybody interested in pepper lunch? hahax!

2009-11-09T22:26:00.002+08:00

Whatever happens,
I will tell myself that i am always here for myself
Dont give up, rest and move on.
Dont think too much and just go all the way out
Never ever lose your smile ;D
Thats what i always tell myself.
But i guess sometimes its rather difficult to listen to myself when i hate me so much hahax!
Yes, i am a mad person.

2009-11-09T09:17:00.003+08:00

In the school's lab now...
Wth, i think i ate something wrong.. stomach pain like hell hahax!
Super boring lorx in school... though today's the last day but still boring
Planning to go home after recess..
E-mailing with xin yu now hahax!!! super lame she beside me nia..
I morning found out something, i felt that he was very brave larrs. He had the courage to
tell the girl he liked that he liked her.. What the hell..
Just now Mr khai called me to the front to chat with me and gave each and everybody a kitkat
and thanking us, he told me that many of the teachers noticed that i am a very good girl HAHAHAX!!! & the only problem with me is that if there is something that ticks me off, i will think before doing or saying things
Yepx that i agree, i know i have some anger issues hahax!! But about the good and nice person
i do not agree because i know i am not hahax!
But anyways, glad that i have known Mr Khai though begining everything was.. rather unpleasant hahax! But still,Mr Khai Thanks!
Okays back to my topic,
Yesterday when i came back from work & dinner, i played com for like 5 min after that
felt super tired then i doze off in my chair..
HAHAX! my Mother told me that when i was sleeping not moving at all, mango came and stared at me, then started licking my legs and hands and face hahax! she said mango thought i was dead
and started whinning HAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!! So cute lorx, but too bad i can't feel that she was licking me as i was too tired to even care about her hahax!
Later after school will be heading to serangoon plaza ah? For an interview with the rest, hope that everyone of us will be hired!!! YES then i got more $$$ le!!!!
And i am still hunting for more JOBS!!! I need more $$$$$$ HAHAX!!!!
Today is the last day of school le, so later when i am back home i will post a super long post about my dearest friends! :D
BYE!! ^^

2009-11-04T22:23:00.004+08:00

You know i just found out that, asshole can actually be spelled as arsehole!
Super cool, still learnt alot of other new words and rather difficult english
After watching the wildchild, super nice movie! HAHAX!
Watching a cool and funny and interesting movie can make you feel from
sadness to like normal larrs actually hahax!!
But at least you won't feel so stuck up..
Just realise that my english is really lousy, especially after watching that movie hahax
You know though i always say i dont like mango, but there's one thing i like about her
It is when it comes to night, she can't sleep without me HAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!!
Cause see me liaos then sleepy mahhs stupid mango... hahax!!!
Oh... i want back my music life.. i dont want to behave like a morron anymore
*Deleted* hahax
And yes, i want anti... Anti-JuChan. ;DD
I AM FREAKING BLOWING UP MAN!!
~BLOOFFFF~ HAHAX!
"and something that shouts BOOM! "
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!!!!!!! I will never ever forget that word man HAHAX!
Actually i dont hate mango larrs hahax, she's the only friend i can talk to hahax ! :D

2009-11-04T06:27:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the worst nightmare ever man!
I promised myself that i will never ever ever drink alcohol again!!!
YUCKS!
Damnn it lorx.. Yesterday feeling was super super horrible!
Normally they said after a good rest everything will be like fine and you will forget everything
YEAH like real man.. I still can remember all the horrible feelings lorx!
Sleep also can't cause you will feel like vomiting and the headache kills.
You know i hugged the toilet bowl for like 5 mins?! Just to puked everything out...
Man.. first time i drank until like this man.. I admit my alcohol skills sucks..
So i am never going to drink again!
I actually wanted to hide from my parents that i did not drank.
But i can't cause i needed their help to take away my headaches and vomiting
I am sorry mummy have to trouble you and make you worried.
Damnn useless larrs i ...
But nevermind! I seriously will not drink again man! HAHAX!!
Another reason is i scared i kill my own brain cells, not worth it hahax!!
Later i cannot accomplish my target hahax!!
Lucky when i woke up at 6.15am everything is alright liaos
Thank you god & mummy!! hahax!
Had to wake up for school @ 8 am
Msged some people if they wanted to go for breakfast,
only xin yu replied hahax!
At least she replied hahax!
Alrights thats all i have to blogged about!
Somethings are not meant for me and its better to listen to mummy HAHAX!!! :D

2009-11-02T23:43:00.002+08:00

I miss 飞轮海和鬼鬼和小猪和小鬼 and more...
Haiix... I miss watching them on shows and stuff, i miss their laughter hahax!!!
Sounds like a crazy fan.. But i am hahax!
None of them are coming to Singapore haiix..
Regretted that time when Fahrenheit held a concert in Singapore i did not attend haiix!!!
I always miss the chance...
Sometimes i wish i can just dream of them the whole day hahax..
Cause it feels so real when i am in my dream and only in my dream I am able to be with them
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!!
What lame logic...
But now... I only can see them on the internet haiix
If they come to Singapore i confirm will go attend their activity de! No matter what i am doing :D

2009-11-02T23:05:00.002+08:00

I dont know whether to have Steamboat, BBQ or Chalet...
Chalet maybe cant cause, mostly are already booked.
Where as for the steamboat and bbq, i am already very tired liaos
hahax dont know whether should organised or not cause i scared later one whole trouble again...
troublesum... never once i organized things will go well...
So i dont want create trouble for myself liaos hahax!!!
Yepx i am selfish...
But maybe i get someone else to organised bahhs, but i dont think i will attend bahhs
Very lazy to go out now hahax!!
I want stay at home and rest, so that when weekends come i have recovered hahax!
I want buy MOMO LOVE CD man!! When out !!! I need to check it out man..
HAHAX!!!
I tell you guys something..
Do you know why Mango likes to eat Mango?
It is because....
SHE IS A MANGO MAHHS!! LAME!!!! HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-01T21:04:00.003+08:00

Hope to see something changing, something new & another level of fun.
Hope somethings will not change too...
Hope everything will be fine, because you never know what may happen next...
*Hope through this holidays, i may meet you :D hahax*

2009-10-27T22:43:00.002+08:00

Backed from the movies!
First time in my life watching a 3-D movie!!! COOL!!!
HAHAX!! Moreover, Coraline is really a great movie! Though some parts i dont understand
but still, its super interesting and abit scary when you think it as real life issues hahax!
It was even better with 3-d specs on!
Just that nothing is perfect, the guy seating behind me was so damnn inconsiderate larrs
put his bloody idoit leg on my seat bloody pok...
then keep on kicking my chair super fed up with that bloody guy!
BA CHO AH!
HAHAHAHAHAHAX!!
But whatever it is, i'm glad that i've watch coraline with 3-d experience!
and i am proud of myself for winning the pair of tickets for my mother :D
Super cool man! HAHAHAX!!!

2009-10-25T14:04:00.001+08:00

Hope everything goes well hahax...

2009-10-25T02:19:00.002+08:00

WOOO HOOOO!!!!!
I got reply liaos!!! But then its not confirm de larrs
hahax!! But nevermind i am just very happy that at least ONE is willing to write back!!!!!
HAHAX!!!!!
WOOOTTTZZZ!!!!!!!
At least this company has manners hahax!!!!!!
I dont mind rejection i just want a reply hahax!!!
Hope they are willing to hire me !

2009-10-24T19:18:00.003+08:00

A Second Chance...
All that i need now, is that second chance...

2009-10-23T20:30:00.002+08:00

Haiix why so difficult find part-time jobs man...
No part-time = to less chance for chalet & bbq hahax!!!
I think i know the importance of studying le bahhs
Bo cert = Bo job hahahax!!!!!
SIANX MAN!!!

2009-10-23T17:58:00.002+08:00

Just came backed from club4paws
Went straight to my room, to checked on my email
Indeed i had 4 new mails, so i hurried sign in to hotmail to check the mails
In the end it was not the mail that i was expecting for...
Haiix none replied me, no even a single e-mail from any company.
Especially Coffeebean... Damn disappointed hahahax!
I am really desperate for an Part-time job!
Even if i am 16 years old finding a job is still as difficult as last year
Because i dont even have a O nor N level cert... Sucks...
Hope i get a reply soon & a call from them and arrange for an interview! HAHAX
Till the day they reply, i shall carry on hunting for part-time jobs :D
All the best bahhs ^^

2009-10-20T22:16:00.002+08:00

Yeah!!
I've won two tickets for this movie! :D Hahax though its cartoon but i've been eyeing on it for quite long le. Hahax!
As the tale begins, Coraline and her parents move into an old Queen Anne style house that had been subdivided into four flats. Coraline's parents are always busy with their work and pay her little attention. Isolated, Coraline goes off to explore. She meets the other inhabitants of the house, Ms. Spink and Ms. Forcible, two elderly women retired from the stage, and an even older man, Mr. Bobo, who trains mice to play music. She also encounters a haughty black cat who has also seen the Other World.
Coraline finds a locked door in the drawing room, though the entrance beyond is bricked up. The next day she takes the key to the door, opens it, and finds a dark corridor leading to an apartment almost identical to her own. This alternate world is inhabited by her Other Mother and Other Father, who are near-replicas of her real parents, except they have buttons for eyes. She also sees the cat, who can speak there. These Other parents at first seem more interesting, fun and caring than her real parents. At the day's end, the Other Mother offers her a chance to stay in this world forever if Coraline will let her sew buttons over her eyes. Coraline is horrified and dashes back through the door to go home, much to the disappointment of the Other Mother.
Upon her return to her apartment, Coraline finds her real parents are missing. They do not return by the next day, and Coraline, discovering they were kidnapped by the Other Mother, resolves to rescue them. Coraline returns to the Other Mother's world with a seeing stone given to her by her neighbors.
The Other Mother becomes angry when Coraline refuses to accept gifts or love, and she imprisons Coraline behind a mirror as punishment. There she meets three children from different eras who let the Other Mother sew buttons in their eyes, then tossed them aside and devoured their lives when she wearied of them. Coraline falls asleep, and the Other Mother decides to take Coraline out of the room, which wakes her up. Coraline challenges the Other Mother in a game to find the children's souls and her parents within the Other world, using her wits and the seeing stone. Coraline finds the children's souls with the seeing-stone and finds her parents in a snowglobe. She throws the cat at the Other Mother, much to the dismay of the cat, and then escapes to the real world, forcing the door closed on the Other Mother and severing her hand. Back in her apartment, Coraline finds her parents safe and sound.
The next night, Coraline discovers that her task is still not done: the Other Mother's severed hand is still in Coraline's world. It attempts to steal the key so the Other Mother can win Coraline back. Coraline lures the hand to a well and tricks it into falling in with the key, ridding the world of the danger of the Other Mother forever

Copied from the web hahax!

2009-10-19T18:51:00.001+08:00

We Might As Well Be Strangers ...

2009-10-17T10:16:00.003+08:00

Coffee Bean!!!
Wait for me, wait till i end school and complete my stuffs
I will be coming for you hahax!!
Later will be going to East Coat to Cycle!
Hope things goes well and nothing goes wrong.
Hahax hope fun will come our way..
Actually horx, i dont know go there do what also hahax
Only Cycle, then the rest i dont know le
Cycle to where also not sure hahax!
Got a feeling this trip will be damnn boring
But nevermind, as long as you smile everything will be alright!!!
Ho ho ho ho ho ho
Who knows when we get there,
we see some famous people or not is SGS!!! HAHAHAHAHAAHHAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh, i also want look for pictures @ East coast.
I know le!
My plan is, to go visit all around Singapore's beach site and take photos of
Flora & Seashells 4 'N' Level Art

2009-10-12T15:32:00.002+08:00

I want Chalet & BBQ Including FUN!! Hahax!!
But then,
Eng, Maths & SS gone case already..
Flunking for sure.. wth..
If i really have to retain another year,
i really won't study anymore because i am too old to retain again
Still got Bio & Chem + His & Art to go!!
Haiix...
Hope i can at least get a pass? hahax!! Then at least
can get promoted to sec 4 Na then can i have CHALET & FUN AND MORE!!
hahax!!!
A New Day A New Hope! :D

2009-10-10T14:48:00.004+08:00

Ranny & Mango:" WE LOVE YOU JUCHAN ! :D"

Ranng & Mango ! :D

Ranny:"No Thank You" Mango:" Dont want, dont want larrs cheyy"

Ranny:"Hey i dont know you that well, get lost.." Mango:" nvm, Let's be friends! :D"

Ranny & Mango HAHAX!!

Ranny:"You go talk to her" Mango:"Can you let us leave?"

Ranny:"How to? JuChan keep on watching us.." Mango:" haiix.."

Ranny:"I'm bored" Mango:" Let's leave"

Ranny:" Why only left with one present?" Mango:" There, JuChan took away :("

Ranny:" Yes, JuChan?" Mango:" How may we help you?"

Ranny:" Oh.. It's our owner, She's so lame.." Mango:" Yeah, haiix but still she's cool"

Ranny:" Hey, wait! There's someone taking photos of us!" Mango: "WHO?!"

Ranny:(Looks away) Mango: " Look, i brought you presents! :D"

Ranny:" What a Strange Dog" Mango:" Come on, you aren't that small gas right? :D"

Ranny:" Whatever..." Mango:" Hex hex i was just joking"

Ranny:"Oh! Nice to meet you( goes over to shake hand) Mango:(Looks down shyly)

Ranny: "Hello, I am talking here??" Mango:" Erm.. My name is Mango"

Ranny: " Hey, you are?", Mango: ' Looks away'

Hex hex FUNNY MAN!!!

Super love both of them !!

My Precious!!

Ranng my Rabbit

Mango my Dog

Wootzz!!!

HAHAX!!! Hope they both can really become friends

hex hex hex then i got no problem in handling both of them liaos

hahax!

2009-10-08T18:33:00.001+08:00

MANGO!! :D
Da Sao & Me hahax! I very ugly

Family Photo! See my Pig legs hahax!

Family Photo With PoPo:D

2009-10-06T22:22:00.002+08:00

Mango once again,
urine at the wrong place again.
I really don't know how to train or how to be a good owner
I totally sucks at it,
I beat mango untill she's so scared of me
I think she hates me now & won't listen to me anymore
I accidently beat her eyes, now its a swallon
She can hardly open her left eyes.
Sucks,i dont know what to do
I should not have beaten her that hard.
Lost my cool, because ..
Whatever it is i should not have vent my angers on her
haiix
wth.. Even my own dog hates me
No wonder i am such a failure in life.
I guess if my own dog hates me
then that proves what kind of person i am.
Totally shit person.
What's done is already done,
Now i only hoped her eyes would recover soon
& i won't lay a hand on her anymore.
I simply just dont know how to train,
or handle pets.
Should not have brought her back,
Now she's suffering with me.
Maybe.. Maybe i should just give her away.
& should find her a better owner.....

2009-10-05T21:49:00.003+08:00

Recently everything just simply sucks.
I've neglected Ranny for a few days just because of Mango
In the past, Ranny was always let out & sleeps with me
Now that i have Mango, I locked ranny backed up to his cage
I think He was not used to it, but he got no choice.
I played with Mango hardly with Ranny.
Felt real bad to Ranny,
I have neglected Ranny to the extend that
His fur was in a Mess.
In the past, His fur was really nice and not flying around bush by bush
Now with one stroke down,
His fur was flying everywhere.
Really Sorry Ranny!
So now i've though of a PERFECT plan i hope so.
Mon, Wed, Fri, Sun Ranny will be sleeping with me
And let out & i promise i won't neglect him anymore.
Tue, Thur, Sat will be Mango's turn HAHAX!!
Because Mango, has many lovers around.
So don't need much attention from me
Cause there is always my family memebers hahax
Where as for Ranny, His my Baby to me.
So i want to go back to the old times.
HAHAX!
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Today, was super fed up with almost everything i did
First three lesson was art,
Super angry with that idoit teacher.
I only did a small thing, though its my fault
But she said dont know how many un-related stuffs larrs..
Stupid guai lan.
If she was not my teacher i long ago walked out
of her bloody class.
Besides her, was my classmates.
I lend them pens & papers,
they don't appreciate it nevermind.
Still left my pen there without returning to me or even informing me
Wth.. Plus my pens limited already lorx.
Hao Xing Mei Hao Bao.
I almost lost my cool.
ALMOST!
But who cares hahax...

Recently i've develope a really bad habit
Which is, Anti- Social hahax
I really hate to be around crowds or
Sometimes even talking..
Towards some people only,
Most of the time i rather be alone.
I am really thankful to have such great friends,
but i dont deserve you guys friendship and everything.
because i am treating you guys really badly.
Sorry.
But of course, If you have great friends, you will also have shit friends.
So i am sick & tired of finding out, knowing or even making friends already
Because you will never know who's real.
For those that i know are Reals Thanks.
But i really sucks at making friends or whatever
I tends to offend more people rather than making friends.
So there's no need for you guys to suffer my
Shit attitude.
Thanks & Sorry..
Seriously...
Everything just ain't right,
the present now seems like everything is failing
I wonder how about the my future?
I have a feeling, things will be worse.
A new day, A new hope.
I always believe in this,
I also believed in As long as you keep your smile, everything will be fine.
But i always ended up, getting very angry @ something.
haiix...

2009-10-04T01:33:00.002+08:00

<3 MR ;))
Shall post a picture next time

2009-10-02T22:21:00.003+08:00

Yeah!
I am going to change style
Going to make sure i packed everything
Nicely and mantain it!
Just now went to the Pet Shop
Bought Food for Mango & Ranny!
Hahax i bought the Science Diet brand for mango
Though its expensive, but its super healthy larrs
Thats what they said on the bag hahax!
I am going to start buying that brand already!
Going to save money for her food.
Also bought A New Perfrum for her HAHAX!!
Strawberry Lemonade hahax!! SUPER NICE SMELL SIA!
I feel like using also hahax ! but i dont like Strawberries
Only like the fruit hahax!
Next time i am hunting for Mango Flavour Perfrum hahax!!!!!
Super happy , bought many things for her & ranny
Going to save money !!!
Hope she will be a Good Mango instead of a Bad Mango
Or not if other people complains i can't keep her already haiix..
HOPE FOR THE BEST!! :D
A New Day, A New Hope! ^^

2009-09-28T23:03:00.002+08:00

Everytime i beat Mango
I can feel that she's in pain
But then its for her own good
I don't want her be like rover
hahax! My heart also very pain
Everytime got to be an evil person
After i locked her up, she will give me
Those innocent eyes, or not is those
Eyes like, why are you locking me up its not even my fault
Stupid eyes of her's haiix
hahax!
NOW i'm still @ the first page of my prep work only..

2009-09-28T21:08:00.002+08:00

I'm going to do an impossible task to me larrs
hahax That is....
To complete my Art prep work by today!

2009-09-28T07:25:00.001+08:00

Once i'm back home, seeing Ranny & Mango
Everything seems to be alright.
Love them always!

2009-09-26T13:06:00.001+08:00

Sometimes i feel like everybody's got a problem

Sometimes i feel like nobody wants to solve them

2009-09-23T22:27:00.003+08:00

After solving one problem
Another pops out, but i am proud of myself
that at least infrontation time i did not use any vulgar words! Woottzz!!
Just that tomorrow got to see Sng again,
What the hell, already apologised what else you want sia
Parker also can't hear properly then for what apologize to you?
Since your hearing got problem hahaahhaahahahahahx!!!!
Today super super angry
THOUGH in Club4paws,
many thought i was angry, my face was super black & super obvious
But then i seriously was not angry! hahax
I was only playing nia, can ask Shirley hahax!!!
Its a super stupid joke.
Shirley ah,
Anything you can always say out de alrights?
Don't have to keep everything to yourself okays?!
Your class is only one class away from mine, anything can always
Give me a Call or Msg to ask me out
I will always be there for you if you want me too ;D
CHEER UP EVERYBODY!!!
I don't know why, today quite alot of people ain't in the mood.
Haiix.. Though i'm also not in the mood
BUT
In order for my friends to SMILE
I got to show a good example hahax!!
And make them LAUGH!! :D
CHEER UP ALRIGHTS?!!!!!!
A new day, A new hope
Hopefully for me....

2009-09-22T23:15:00.004+08:00

Today super duper ANGRY DAY!
Though, i hardly even stepped out of my house
But still super duper angry de larrs
You don't know how angry i was
I even shut my phone down
but later had to on it back due to the puppy
I really really really really REALLY REALLY!!!
HATE to make friends lorx
If this is the result of being alone,
A lonner.
I accept IT!
At least when i am alone, i dont have to be angry or whatever
but if when i am with others, i will get irritated with
their character larrs.
Though i know i am not perfect,
but i am better off alone.
Because whenever i am with others there will always bound to have
something happening.
But mostly its always me, who gets angry the most.
Because i got serious issues..
Not that you guys did anything wrong or what
Its just me lorx
I dont think i can mix well
Or what..
I think i am seriously crazy
I DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL I WANT
OR WANT TO DO
OR FEEL LIKE SAYING OR WHATEVER SHIT LARRS
You know this feeling is so damm FUCKED up?!
I AM always feeling so damnn FUCKED UP!
And its not you guys fault
Its because i always find myself such a SUCKER
haiix...
I seriously dont know what to do with myself
Feel like locking myself up & go CRAZY HAHAX!!
ihda'shdkalshfklsdhfklsahdfklshf'lshdfsldkhfsidfh
Sucks sucks sucks
My life will always sucks

Sorry if i made you guys so pissed off
I know sorry no cure, i will isolate myself
I think i am a MAD dog on a loose chain HAHAX!

2009-09-22T00:49:00.003+08:00

Today whole day i've been doing the lantern!
Super ugly hahax
At night wen li came & helped
Then went to accompany her to eat her dinner,
we went back to club4paws for awhile
then later went to feed the stray dogs
We bought backed a puppy
Jack russel cross? I dont know but now its on my lap
hahax!!!
Super cute,
Me & Wen li helped bathed it, sprayed it with flea stuff
And last but not least clean its ears
hahax!
Though its super super dirty
but after cleaning its so damnn cute
But sadly i dont think i can keep it
Till her next owner's, i will love her and take good care of her de
hahax!
Then i found out how bad i have been to rover..
& Ranny sorry today can't let you sleep in my room
Cause i scared if this puppy has fleas and stuff it may pass it to you
Woottzz today i am not going to sleep man!

2009-09-21T01:23:00.003+08:00

hey hey !
I am waiting for my heater to heat up
so that i can bathe WARM water & not COLD!
hahax i know i know its very late already, but i reached home
like around 12.30+? hahax
Then talked on the phone & played games for awhile
then went to on the heater..
Okays!
Today early morning went for breakfast with
Mummy & Daddy
After that headed down to Popo's house
to help out with the renovations.
You know i was asked to do a job that i had to risk my life?! hahax!
I was asked to clean the carboards, take everything out
And look through see those things that are old and obviously
not use-a-ble, throw it away.
My Popo is like those that will keep everything,
and does not allow anyone to throw her things.
If she finds out that its you who threw her things she would
scold you and ask you not to come down again?!
Except for my Aunt who has the rights to do so..
Then as i cleared the curboards i had to keep an eye for my Popo
Seriously, like i was doing something wrong.. hahax!
She came in without me knowing and i was shocked!
Then i faster pretended to clean something and i slowly move away
i was calling for my mother hahax! but in the end nothing
Although she went to check the rubbish bin if threw her things away.
Popo so cute larrs, she knew that we would throw away her things..
Then she went to open the rubbish and checked hahax!
Then i was telling my mother & aunties that
nvm larrs if she found out that we are throwing away her things
She can scold me bahhs
Anyways i won't understand whatever she's talking
Cause she speaks Cantonese, which i am able to understand abit nia hahax!
After doing everything, we went to YAM CHA for our dinner
Had steamboat! WOOOTZZ!! The steamboat is so damnn style!
Took a photo of it but can't upload it here, next time bahhs
hahax
After eating i head down to club4paws, by then it was already 8++ hahax! Sorry!

Tomorrow got to wake up early,
study maths at least
then do lantern, accompany shirley & head home again.
If i managed to do finish my stuff maybe i can go down to club4paws again.
But if its very late like today i maybe not going le
hahax later give people say again HAHAX!

SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE!!!
YANG WEN LI!!!
SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE!!!!:D:D :D :D

2009-09-20T00:51:00.003+08:00

Backed from club4paws!
Went there in the late afternoon
hahax not much things left to do
but after that
in the night brought the dogs for a swim
OH! and super unlucky
I stepped on a pile of wet & soggy SHIT!
Super disgusting!
But after wash already then its alright bahhs
hahax today quite funny Thanks to that Drama-tic person
hahax!!! but okays larrs, his drama still can accept
not those really drama person
hahax dont know how say larrs,
Overall for today was alrights just that
Lucas! That puppy made me run like an idoit infront
of people! Though its only 5 people like that but still
its damnn pai seh larrs, they laughing somemore
After that when shirley managed to get hold of him
i made sure he wasn't gonna run away again
because he thought i was playing with him
once i get near him he ran away
then he came back again but just as i was about to catch him
he ran....
dot dot dot dot dot dot dot
made me so idoit..
hahax but after that okays larrs heng its @ night not much people
or not i confirm xia suay club4paws de
Left there @ 10++ because i cannot tahan anymore
I got stomach upset + that Minen keep on making us laugh
untill i almost cried hahax
So left there wanted to go eat mac de
but my stomach super pain can't eat
so Shirley, Wen li went home.
But I accompany wenli to s-11 for her late dinner
hahax!
I only managed to study First Chapter of Maths..
Haiix in the end i got distracted my ONLINE GAMES!!!
disappointed in myself, for not being able to concentrate!!!
Damnn JuChan..
HAHAX!

* As long as you keep smiling, everything will be fine,
though maybe at the start its not but, if you don't lose your smile
things will be easiyer for you * :D
Its easy to say, but its difficult to do & remember once i'm angry
hahax!

2009-09-19T00:57:00.000+08:00

Found some family photos from sis's laptop hahax

2009-09-18T21:04:00.002+08:00

Though i said before that
As long as you smile, everything will be fine.
Its true, but its hard.
I always say that to others, but always forgot to use on myself.
Thats why things goes out of hands..
I seriously just sucks.

2009-09-18T19:59:00.002+08:00

I think i've really changed
i really really dont like or wished to talk to anybody
Dont even want to hang out
and i think my temper is really getting out of hand already
really can't control anymore
but luckly managed to
I left as soon as i felt that i was really angry over something
You think i dont know, but i actually i do
I am afraid that if i don't leave
it will become an ugly sence? hahax
In class, i used my mp4 to avoid talking to my friends
or listening to them
Not that i dont wish to listen to them
I dont want to listen is because i am afraid i will
make rude comments or something..
I want to talk
but i always find that whatever i say
will always offend someone..
As long as i had my mp4 with me
i am in my own world
I don't have to talk,
don't have to feel angry,
sad etc etc
I also want to apologise to you guys
cause whenever i am angry
i talk to you guys with a very irritated tone
when its not you guys fault.
club4paws, *i almost everyday also feel like going
but then something will bound to happen*
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!!
Whenever i am in club4paws, i will always try to
avoid crowded places.
I will always walk away hahax
Not that i dont like them
Its just that i .. dont know how to explain
I guess i am anti-social
Today went home super early
From the starting i should not have enter at all
Then nothing would have happend
I should have left when it wasn't raining.
It was raining super heavly, but i really cannot tahan anymore
so just took my things and left,
actually i wanted to find a way to leave
so that no one can see me.
So that i dont have to say bye
hahax but cant find a way too..
Then just walk under the rain @ the park connector
No one was walking there
Only me and my box with the cold wind and heavy rain
Super cold,
At that moment i told myself that
I will never ever make friends or talk anymore
Whenever there are people around i will just walk away
I told myself that
Was super angry about something
But can't say it out
At that moment i was thinking
why i am i so stupid? Why did i have to make friends?
Do i deserve them? No i seriously dont
Super duper fucked up.

2009-09-17T22:38:00.002+08:00

Somethings will just never seems to changed
No matter how much i tried to do something
the result will always be the same.
Just now in the afternoon
Someone told me a phrase,
A man's best friend is actually a mirror reflection of himself ;D
I think thats the right phrase hahax
i have no idea why
or what happend?
Now a days i don't seems to liked hanging out or even talking to anyone
I'm not trying to say that my friends aren't good or whatever..
Its just me,
I dont feel like going into crowded places, making friends,
laughing off or just hang out or talk to anyone.
Just me alone in my own world which
no one will care about.
I have this feeling that,
once i take a step out of my world, i will cause great disasters
and unhappiness.
So its best i just stay here.
As long as i have my Mp4 i guess i'm alright.
hahax!
Seriously i have alot to say,
but sadly i do not have anyone to tell too..
But its alright i shall learn to be independent,
anyways i am just a waste on this planet ;D

2009-09-16T06:17:00.003+08:00

Woke up @ 6am
Just to help Shirley Ang print her things..
If not i will be waking up @ 6.30am
I don't think i have enough time to
Squeeze Orange Juice for lessons later already
Just finished printing.
I think after school, i will be heading to Club4paws & i will be leaving @ 5pm
I seriously need to start studying,
in order to archieve my goal and do my parents proud! Hahax!
I've got lots & tones of homework to do
Just that i haven started doing
Hohohohohohohoho
Got to think of a way to delay time
So that when i get home today,
i will complete everything,
hopefully i will leave club4paws @5pm! :D
I want to score well, so that i don't have to worry
about the holidays & i'm allowed to go there as and when i like hahax!!!!
IF i don't then i can say bye bye to my favourites HAHAX!! ^^
Jia You Jia You EVERYBODY!!!!

2009-09-15T21:33:00.001+08:00

Today i had a MANGOFUNTASTICAL DAY!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHX!!!!!
For dinner i had,
Mango shaved ICe-cream
Mango Juice
&
&
&
MANGO FRUIT!!!
WOOHOO!!!
I so so so so so so LOVE MANGO MAN!
Next time i will
Create MANGO DISHES HAHAX!!!
Super cool man!!!
I gtg le to squeeze ORANGE JUICE for tomorrow! :D
What an healthy style YEAH!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAX!!!

2009-09-09T22:22:00.002+08:00

Stupid shower..
Once again...
Today super fed up with something
But can't say anything cause
that is not my place.
So i've got to bear with it
thats the life.
BUT
After awhile managed to let it go..
Carried on laughing because of
my stupid mistakes hahax
super pai seh..
Today just isn't my day
EVERYDAY is NOT my day!
I don't know when will THAT perfect day come,
i dont think i will ever have a perfect day hahax!
HURRY i wanna die @ the age of 18!
I don't know whats wrong with me....
I feel like wacking people or scolding them sia HAHAX!
&
I WILL NEVER CHEAT OR STEAL ANYONE'S MONEY
FOR YO INFORMATION ALRIGHT!
Hao xing mei hao bao! Idoit!

2009-09-08T23:24:00.000+08:00

Popo's birthday!

i know i look super ugly but its alrights hahax!!

2009-09-08T22:22:00.002+08:00

Super angry!!!
With my irritating heater!!!
I came back sweaty & dirty
just wanna have a good bathe and then use my computer
BUT WHO KNOWS!!! I have to wait
30 hours just to SHOWER COLD WATER..
so irritating...
But nvm larrs at least i'm clean hahahax!!!
Today went to take a look @ the puppies!
Long long long long story story ~~~~
Overall for today is fun! Tired & sweaty plus dirty hahax!!!
Club4paws is the best man!
Just that i dont like some of the people there from my school
who thinks they are the boss of us.
Think twice ah..
We only listen to the people there not you shit ass..
hahahahax!!

Sianx... tomorrow got remedial what to do..
I can't get my focus to focus on what i want...
You know i really can't understand some people's words.
& cant hear also.
I think i seriously have hearing problems & understanding things.
I 'm dying soon HAHAHAX!!!

2009-09-07T23:01:00.002+08:00

First day of 1 week holidays
yet i have not started studying yet!
Saturday went for my popo's birthday party
then looked around @ my cousins
really admire them alot alot alot because
they seems to be the perfect daughters that
every mother would wish to have.
I guess if i was compared to them, i would confirm
lose 100% or more.
They don't seem to let their parents down,
no matter what suitation they are in
they never fail to do their parents proud
by their studies and everything.
I've got lots to learn,
even from my very own elder sister.
She did so well & managed to get a scholarship
because of her hard worked & everything
our family then managed to overcome many problems
Without her, i think we would have to downgrade our flat
& everyday will become a problem to us.
So really want to thank her alot!
Previously i didn't really liked her and ever wished and asked
why did i have such a sister like her.
but today i wanna thank god for giving me such
a great sister like her!
I want to follow her footsteps to be able to provide
incomes for my family so that everybody wont have to live
our previous life anymore.
Yepx! But hahax, everything that i've said are just words.
I dont know if i can put them into actions.
But i will try!
I don't want to be the only disappointment in my whole family :D
Seriously, i will try & forget all those un-nessary problems
because they are not worth for my attention,
especially to you.
If you want to think or do that way then go ahead,
if you want to hate me then so be it
cause i won't give a damnn anymore.
;D
Just want to say thanks & sorry for everything.
Woo hooo..
Super fun, but no pain no game
GOT TO START STUDYING!!!!!!
HAiix...
hahax!!!!
JIA YOU JIA YOU EVERYBODY!!!

2009-09-01T20:36:00.002+08:00

Today was quite fun & tiring hahax
Super pai seh man..
But then saw some heartless people & qian da ren HAHAX!!!
how good if tomorrow was still a holiday
haiix..

2009-08-31T21:39:00.005+08:00

Do not judge a book by its cover,
truly , even the most quiet person
can be the person that hurts you the most.
Even the most happiest looking person
is the one spreading storys about you.
Even the one who claims to be your friend,
is the on who is plotting for all the "incidents" that happend.
Even the one who has a good pair of listening ears
is the one with the biggest mouth.
Even if its a stranger who talks to you
may write somethings behind your back.
There are so many posibility..

2009-08-31T20:55:00.002+08:00

Tags reply!

Yingyi: Thanks :D
Yanni: Thanks :D
A.LWH: No Prob :D
Wenli: Hahax yeah look super ugly de me hahax!! I LOVE YOU TOO!! :D
Tianwei: HI frog women HAHAX!! :D
Wannah: YO!! Ink! HAAHX!!
Ms Lau: Yo Ms Lau!! HAHAX I'm doing fine, You ? :D Take Care!!

Today
Teacher's day was..... Abit bored? hahax!
After school, wen to Pet's there hahax! Super fun & tiring
Really hate that big boobs women man,
what on earth did we do?
Did we offend you? If you are unhappy with us
Tell us striaght into our face alrights?
Dont give us that suckish attitude of yours & your irritating face
HAHAX!
-------------------------------------------------------------------
One day.. One day.. i will confirm give you a piece of my mind
You watch out.
Better watch what you say & do sister..
If you just gave me a Chance to just open my bloody mouth
I promise you it wont just end with a joke.
I promise you, you will be so sorry like hell..
But just save your sorry to other who borthers
Because you will never ever change the way you are
And you will forever be such fucking sucker..
Maybe you will change
But after my speech to you FACE to FACE
just watch out.
Wish you all the best.
Maybe i don't have to say, others will do first.
--------------------------------------------------------------------
Hope you think twice again..
Don't hurt those that cares alot about you!
Dont just because of that bitch & forget about the ONE
who really cares about and has been by your side all these while!
Really do not wish you to choose her..
Because i really dont want history to repeat itself again.
You are just like him
though you said you won't be
But you are already following his footsteps!
Please turn back while you still can,
Don't hurt her please.
She's the best that you could have & is perfect for you!
Please just leave the bitch now..
I love you both
But i HATE HER TO THE VERY BLOODY CORE.
Please don't force me to do something really
evil to her.
haiix..
But i guess you won't listen to me
hope you come to your senses soon!

2009-08-30T11:20:00.002+08:00

Sucks ah..
now the weather makes me feel as if
November & December holidays are here already..
but Exams aren't over yet..
Faster faster faster faster
I want school to end man
Then i can start planning again hahax!!
Loads of things i want to do but got so little time..
hahax!

2009-08-29T19:34:00.002+08:00

My life is like a sad song that i've composed
it was suppose to be a happy song but..
As i wrote on..
Saddness came..
Occupied happiness.
If only i could change it to a tune that i could never forget
A tune that could represent my feelings
Then i will play it
Everyday so that saddness will go away
and wished
Happiness could come running by..
Nice?
But its still weird.
super weird
Now everything's weird.
Wished it ends soon..

2009-08-26T19:58:00.002+08:00

Firstly, i want to say A VERY BIG THANK YOU!!!
To,
Mindy
Shirley
Yanni
Chrismeen
YingYi
Cai fang

For the presents! Super cute & cool de HAHAX!!!!!
Really Thanks

Upcoming Birthdays of SEPTEMBERS!!!!
1st Sep Andy
5th Sep Isa
6th Sep Kris
8th Sep Ronald
9th Sep Weilun
15th Sep Yvonne
19 Sep Samson
28 Sep Vileen

I think there's more for september,
shall go find out & update!
HAHAX
I shall give a warning first,
on you guys brithday's you guys will have a "unforgetable & wonderful"
BIRTHDAY EVER!!!!
Hex hex hex hex hex hex !!!!!
I going to start planning!!!
You can't run away de MUA HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAX!!!!
:P

2009-08-25T22:50:00.005+08:00

23th CELEBRATION!:D

MY Family & I

Yeah i know

I am super ugly hahax!!!!

THANK YOU !! :D <33333

2009-08-24T21:54:00.002+08:00

I want to give a BIG BIG BIG BIG HUG TO EVERYONE!!!

SHIRLEY

KRIS

HONG YI

XIAO TING

TIAN WEI

ALVINA

VILEEN

WEN LI

XIN YU

ASLYN

YANNI

YING YI

CAI FANG

MINDY

CHRISMEEN

PEIJIE

HUIMIN

DORIS

ZOE

QIUXUAN

YVONNE

RADEN

HATIKA

WANNAH

ZUL

ANDY

ANGELINE

SALIZA

DIANA

FAIQAH

LIYANA

SAMSON

WEILUN

WEISHENG

ZHENGYANG

RONALD

KEVIN

MING HAN

JIONG TECK

JACKSON

KENNEATHE

YU HENG

ROBIN

AZHIIM

Really want to thank you guys for EVERYTHING!!

Be it for you guys, wishes or presents or cakes

I want to really thanks you guys!

I've always thought that my 16th birthday will

be the suckish-est birthday ever

cause i've got loads of enemies hahax!!!

But then you guys came and gave me the best

and most memorable 16th birthday ever!!!

Really thank you !!

Though i'm 1 year older now, but being able

to hang around with you guys

made me felt that i am 1 year younger ! :X bhb

HAHAX!!!!!

But truly without you guys,

i won't be able to celebrate such wonderful

Birthday ever!!!!

Once again

THANK YOU !!! :D

You You You You You You

Rock rock rock rock rock rock

juchan's juchan's juchan's juchan's

world world world world world world

I am happy to made friends with a bunch of

CUTE, PRETTY, HANDSOME, KIND & CARING FRIENDS!

THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND ^^

Ps: don't fly too high till you hit the celling HAHAX!!

TAKE CARE ALRIGHTS!

DRINK MORE WATER & DONT STRESS OUT!

IF YOU GUYS NEED MY HELP

I AM GALD TO HELP

ALWAYS 24/7 FREE FOR YOU GUYS!

I WILL TRY MY BEST! :D

2009-08-23T21:13:00.002+08:00

An unforgetable tune

playing once again

in my mind

a tune that i will never be sick of

2009-08-22T18:46:00.001+08:00

一步一步,跟着你走牵着你的手,你说过很多 wo...no..no..no 春夏秋冬一起走过不冷的寒冬你说会爱我不要这样的离开这样的结局是不是有点太残忍不再是你的最爱爱你也是曾经忘了对你说这一句话你爱她就跟她走吧不用说再见我们不可能再见算了吧就这样好吗来不及说爱你也是好的一步一步跟着你走牵着你的手你说给很多 wo...no..no..no 春夏秋冬一起走走,不冷的寒冬你说会爱我不要这样的离开这样的结局是不是有点太残忍不再是你的最爱爱你也是曾经忘了对你说这一句话你爱她就跟她走吧不用说再见我们不可能再见算了吧就这样好吗来不及说爱你也是好的 --music--- 你爱她就跟她走吧不用说再见我们不可能再见算了吧就这样好吗来不及说爱你也是好的你爱她就跟她走吧不用说再见我们不可能再见算了吧就这样好吗来不及说爱你也是好的

hahax! Super Cute & nice, the song & mv! 小猪Rocks man! :D

2009-08-21T21:41:00.001+08:00

你爱她，就跟她走吧, 不用说再见我们不可能再见。算了吧，就这样好吗来不及说爱你也是好的。祝你们永远幸福和快乐！:D

Super cool.

If you love her, then leave with her ba

dont need to say goodbye

because we can't posible meet again

forget it

lets leave it like this

unable to tell you i love you in time is also good

wish you both forever happiness & ever lasting ;)

you love her

then leave with her ba

no need say good bye

we no posible meet

forget it ba

then like that okay

come no rush say i love you also good hahax!

Truly i sucks

2009-08-21T20:22:00.004+08:00

Thanks Shirley, Kris, Xinyu & Aslyn ! :D
Wooo hooo I <3 Chinese B man!
Recently, some things has happened.
You know what thing?
I've lost my mind!
Ha ha ha hax!
Actually nothing larrs just blogging
I feel like everyday after school
help out @ thePaws.
So miss them and the fun & work there HAHAX!
Shirley:
Thank you for accompanying me for Detention & alot of things!! :D
Kris:
Thank you for waiting for me when i am late & sorry too! :D
Xinyu & Aslyn:
Thank you for accompanying me for Chinese B ! And helping me ^^

See i'm so evil..
Always my friends doing things for me
but i ain't doing anything for them
only hurting them & causing troubles.
haiix..
I sucks man!
Truly
I've got alot more people to thank!
&
Apologise!
Truly i sucks.

2009-08-12T21:34:00.002+08:00

Unsolved

Can't hear a word

They said

Music blasting out loud

Through my ears

In a split second

Wished everything

Around me disappears

Just walk away

Alone in this world

As time pass by

Prolems flash pass

No longer having peace

Words unspoken

But it still lies within

My heart

Can't let it go

Easiyer said than done

Trouble come and go

As they wished.

2009-08-08T21:19:00.001+08:00

ATTENTION
I HAVE CHANGED MY EMAIL DUE TO VIRUS!
IF YOU WISH TO KNOW ME NEW EMAIL,
DO LEAVE BEHIND YOUR NAME OR EMAIL FOR ME TO CONTACT YOU
BY MY TAGBOX! ^^
THANKS AND SORRY!!

2009-08-07T20:23:00.004+08:00

Linkin park songs are so damn nice and meaniful,
songs really can explains someones feelings.
Numb,
the lyrics goes like this..

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]

[Chorus]

Linkin park songs rocks..

2009-08-02T16:50:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA MIN!!! :D

WISH YOU ALL THE BEST FOR N LEVELS & MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TURE!! ^^

SMILE ALWAYS OKAYS?! ;)

16 years old already!

May you always be happy & laughing always!!

Don't ever lose your smile & happiness alright?!

Anything you may always find me or call me ;)

I will try my best to always be there for you!

I LOVE YOU!!! ^^

2009-08-02T16:50:00.002+08:00

Thanks Shirley & Kris !:D
I promise there won't be a next time already man
i shall be more careful!
I will never stop to answer anymore questions man!

2009-08-01T08:47:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went K-box with shirley!

hahax!

Tried lots of different songs, though its still the same, i sang very awful of course hahax!

When the k-box staff showed us our room

we both got shocked man

The room was EVEN BIGGER compared to the last time

we used to go to

Yesterday then i knew that i have to key in my points..

wth.. all my points gone now i only got 2! lousy hahax!

Super fun & nice singing with shirley!

Looking forward to the next k-box outting hahax! ;)

With MS LAU! & Gangs hahax!

2009-07-30T20:36:00.003+08:00

Xiao zhu, wish you a VERY BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! :D

Although you are 30 years old le, but

You are still very handsome, cute & funny!

You have not lost touch yet! :D

So age does not matter to me you are still as young as before! ^^

To everyone of your fans you are their HAPPY FRUIT! hahax!

Thats what i think, to me .

Whenever i am feeling down and upset,

Once i watched 100% Entertainment,

I just cant stop laughing hahax!

You & Xiao gui brought happiness to me and laughter hahax!

Although i recently then like you but then

i will forever and ever support you !

Jia you Jia you !

You are always and forever one of my FAVOURITE IDOL!

I LOVE YOU ! :D

May you always be healty and All those bad things will go away from you !

SMILE ALWAYS :D:D

I actually wanted to write a chinese version de sia

but then cannot write in here i also dont know why

haiix

Though xiao zhu can't read what i wrote but its okays larrs

hahax! i just write to show my support for him hahax!

WO BANG NI CHENG YAO! HAHAHAHAAHAHX!!!

2009-07-29T23:09:00.002+08:00

eyes are shutting already but can't seems to sleep..
playing with ranny
oh its not cannot sleep,
its actually can sleep le but then got woken up by ringtone
hahax!
super super feel like scolding de hahax!
Joking those type de larrs
tomorrow e-learning already
hope questions are easy to do & submit!
tomorrow got no apple juice, not use to it man hahax!!
A new day a new hope! ^^
Now i dont want anything but just a good nap!
So bye ! !
Remember whatever you do, never ever ever lose your smile ! ;)
Bringing happiness to others, its already a happiness to me
but then
there are always someone i wish to bring them hell hahax!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so evil! MUA HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHX!!!!

2009-07-29T08:40:00.002+08:00

There is a Cat beside me keep on meowing me to update my blog! So got no choice but to post some un - interesting words on my blog hahax!!
i want nobody nobody but you! HAHAX!! that song super nice man! too bad now in school's lab
can't listen due to the lousy speakers hahahax! Not really lousy just has some problems hahax!
That cat also updating now dont know what she writing hahax shall de-siao here...
Give me sec..
HAHAHAHAAHX!!! donE!
School's computer really very lousy man!
hahax!! Second time posting ! :D
In a different lap 3!
This computer is so much more better man!
Nobody really rocks man! !
hahax!!
& I am still seatingbeside CAT! HAHAHAX!!
Just now went for dentis ah?
wa.. i love going for dentis de sia
but then you must really have luck to have a good dentis!
This dentis horx.. talk alot sia
My mouth opening wide le horx plus got water inside my mouth,
then he keep on talking and asking if you understand or not
then how you expect us to reply you sia? hahax! damnn funny de larrs
I WANT TO PLUCK OUT MY TOOTH!! HAHAHAX!!
Shall carry on the next time hahax!! ^^
BYE!!!

2009-07-28T22:39:00.003+08:00

What if i fall along the way
Would you be there

So you heard, that I'm on my way
Wish that I didn't have to say
Goodbye. I'll rely on your faith in me.

I got my feet on the ground
But my head's in the clouds
Can't forget where i came from
I hope your there when i'm done
I got my feet on the ground
But my head's in the clouds
Can't forget where i come from
I hope your there when i'm

What if i fall along the way would
You be there to ease the pain?
Its my one shot can't fuck it up
And throw it away. Wont be long
Won't be long before i break.

Its the touch, and the taste
Its the feel of a brand new place
When i go, you'll be there
In a month in a year

I got my feet on the ground
But my head's in the cloud
Can't forget where i come from
I hope your there when i am done
I got my feet on the ground
But my head's in the clouds
Can't forget where i come from
I hope your there when i'm

What if i fall along the way would
You be there to ease the pain?
Its my one shot can't fuck it up
And throw it away. Won't be long
Won't be long before i break.

So you think that i am wasting my time
But i'm ready, ready to go
So you know I've got this under control
But i'm ready

What if i fall along the way would
you be there to ease the pain
Cause its my one shot can't fuck it up
and throw it away, wont't be long

What if i fall alone the way would
you be there to ease the pain
Cause its my one shot can't fuck it up
and throw it away, wont be long

So you think that i am wasting my time
But i'm ready, ready to go
So you know I've got this under control
But I'm ready.

2009-07-25T11:37:00.002+08:00

Chao 好笑得啦！哈哈！！笑惨了哈哈！！！！

鬼鬼！！

2009-07-22T20:09:00.001+08:00

HO HO HO HO HO HO HO HO!!!!!!
I can't wait for tomorrow to come man!!
I want PE PE PE PE PE PE PE PE PE!! HAHAX!!
A new day A new hope! ^^

2009-07-21T20:29:00.003+08:00

July 21, 2009

XXX

Re: Anger Management Contract

Dear XXX,

Regarding the agreement of the above statements, the following outlines the general terms under which everyone, is agreeable to consider the terms of the management contract from Lawyer Chan.

1. Do not argue with any teachers
2. Must and all times keep your cool
3. Do not flare up
4. Do not walk out of the class when you are angry
5. One lesson you are only entitled to use one time of a vulgar language.
6. Give yourself 10 seconds to cool down before you argue back.
7. No matter what happens, do not scold any teachers.
8. When a teacher asks us questions, we must reply even if we don’t know the answer, just a simple I don’t know will do.
9. If you are angry with someone or a teacher wait till that teacher is gone then start scolding him or her.
10. Do not use vulgar words on any teachers or anybody
11. If a teacher asks you to do something example clean floor or something, just do if you are free if not can ask Juliana Chan to help out
12. Do not call any teachers dog in front of them.
13. At all times give respect to them till they leave class.
14. Do not walk out of class too often
15. If a teacher asks us to do what, we just do without answering back.
16. No matter what happens, lets keep on smile on our face.
17. Remember all 17 points.

If one fails to do so, will be fined with 1 dollar with every points she fails to accomplish. If one broke more then 3 points in a day will be fine 5 dollars, if more then 5 points she has to treat everybody drinks and write out 100 words essay.

All money collected will be donated to class funds.

If you agree with the above statement,
Please sign here.

_________________

HAHAX!! this is a draft contract to manage our angers haha!!

2009-07-21T17:58:00.003+08:00

2009-07-21T14:46:00.003+08:00

Edit Edit Edit!
hahax!
Shall listen to cat! Be myself hahax!
But then i still will change my temper de hahax!

TOMORROW
MATHS CLASS TEST
DO REMEMBER TO STUDY
PRACTISE 6A FOR THE TEST!
Let's all pass together ! ;)

3-4'09
One for all, All for one.

No matter what happens lets all not fight
but instead stand united as one! :D
hahax!
I love you guys! ^^

but do pardon me for my bad temper really sorry! hahax ;)
I will try to change trust me, but i can't promised :D haahx!

2009-07-20T22:20:00.002+08:00

I want to stop being a kpo
dont wish to hear anymore secrets(idontknowhowspell hahax)
already.
because i had enough already..
once bitten twice shy hahax!
Its okays if i get myself in trouble,
but whenever i know something i always ended up
hurting the another person..
thats why i rather not know anything,
i rather be an idoit that knows nothing rather then a knowing
because i am a type of person that dont know how to handle
secrets really sorry!
I'm afraid i would hurt someone else again.
So if possible, when you see me coming or something,
faster avoid me hahax! Do me this favour, i wont blame you guys de
i will thanked you guys instead.
&!!
If i ever asked you what you guys talking about or what horx..
use another topic to bluff me hahax!
Like that confirm i wont know anything man, then i will a retarted freak
BUT
A happy one, because i won't be able to hurt anyone hahax!!!
And i can be Careless person which is always happy HEX HEX HEX!!
Thats my secret for happiness,
is to be a innocent freak which knows nuts about anything
that way, you can stay happy forever hahax!!!
Thanks guys for trusting me with your secrets, but i seriously cannot handle it.
hahax!
All i can say is i am a bad friend,
who is really very selfish hahax!
I only help you guys when theres something for me,
or not i wont help at all hahax!
So whenever i help you guys remember not to say thanks to me
because i always have a motive de ;)
Thats how evil i am hahax!!!

2009-07-20T19:31:00.002+08:00

Juliana + Jude + Jamie

Chan + Chan + Chan

But then i dont look like them hahax..

the only ugly gorilla there hahax!! ^^

Thanks to Tianwei&Shirley:D

2009-07-17T21:57:00.003+08:00

17 July 2009,

Today has been an lucky & unlucky day for me ! :D

Yesterday night haven slept the whole night,

6am i was still quite enthu hahax.

Then met kris as usual and walked to school together ;)

Head for class, put down bag and went to refill water bottle as normal too ! hahax!

But today alvina never come.. lesser people for me to de-siao

hahax!

After morning assembly headed to PE!!

Cross country is coming next week, so had to run a few rounds around the field.

hahax so just ran, and cheated and played with everyone on field.

After running, played soccer with Shafiq, Ismadi & Duck.

hahax played for awhile nia, after that head for BASKETBALL!!

Really sucks @ basketball.. seems like i've lost touch of basketball hahax !!

But nvm its okays, cause i still had fun!

hahax!

Oh.. and the unlucky thing was.. I got hit by the ball while playing..

Never once will i not get hit hahax! super noob .

After that went to have a meeting with someone hahax!

Then next was ENG, completed our presentation and presented in front of

my whole class! Seriously i love my class alot alot man!

When i was presenting the slides i was not even nervous! Yet i still added in a few

weird tones hahax! super fun!

In the end my group managed to scored 7/10 ! Thats cool man! hahax!

Alrights i shall stop here cause i am soon closing eyes hahax!

I Hope Everyone May Be Strong & Stay Posotively! SMILE!!

2009-07-17T05:39:00.000+08:00

I'm still awake!! hahax!! :D
FINALLY!!
Broke my own record already! hahax!
You know what thing that
kept me awake the whole night??
YU LE BAI FEN BAI!!
XIAO ZHU & XIAO GUI!!
hahax!!!!
chao funny de larrs they both!!
hahax!!

2009-07-17T03:37:00.002+08:00

wooottzz!!
now 3am ++ le
I am still awake!
YES!
I dont think i am going to sleep already hahax
if by 5 am i am still awake shall
be backed to post hahax!! ^^